perplexed

i move ahead with dreams in my heart . i follow the path from where i get positive vibes . didnt ever fear getting lost rather felt i will find myself as i would try to get lost in the depth . i believed in myself and was ready to back myself up . but just like a bolt out of blue comes the age of reason and shifts my focus to the reasons . couldn't work to the standards i set for myself . i find myself at an unforeseen junction of unknown paths and my lost self doesn't feel the vibes coming . my whole existence is based on the way my faith is . i work on my instincts . i don't try to find a reason for every thing i do . all reasons have kept on accumulating up in my brain and my heart and all these believes that i have accumulated throughout my existence give me the answers to all the questions with a logic i find hard to defy . but all my self asks from me is trust and loyalty . but as soon as i stop communicating to myself , i don't hear a call from within me calling me back , instead it lets me realize that the methodology i use to live my life will leave me dazed without the support of self . now i am perplexed . trying to establish the connection . it is just like the relation we have with others , a strong bond is easier to break than to make .
" whispering words of wisdom - Let It Be " . with so many shades to it , life is beautiful :)