hey i just realised that am growin-up.

well i am alive and kickng , though just a little busy . well my cousins marriage , you see . so i am quite bussy because every day for the last one week i have been getting out of the house at 9 am and coming back at 10 pm. well actually it is the first guy who is being married in our generation. and so there is a whole lotta fuzz around and everybody is really pumped up about the marriage . ofcourse it is the first marriage that i am actually a part as the other ones were when i was very small and even the cousins getting married were too older to me so i had never mingled with them so much . this is the first marriage in 9 years and now the marriage is tommrow that is 9 dec.
well having said all that i have been very excited about the marriage . today everyone is buzy in preparing for the marriage and i am here blogging , seems starange for a guy who didnt blog for about a fortnight . well actually it feels strange today . you know i suddenly feel grown-up. in the past one year i have developed this idology that the difference between growing up and being a child is the way we see life. as a child we always feel that there is an infinite amount of time and every thing will be as it seems. whereas as gronup we know that changes are bound to come . and today when i realised that my brother with whom we all had a fun time is going to be married i do certainly feel a bit akward . like i now feel that ok hey things have to change , people have to move on . we cant stay kid for ever , we have to move ahead with life. we will now have a new member in our house, our bhabhi(sister in law) . she will be a part of our everyday life . she will be just like all cousins and aunts and everyone else who will be a part of our family . i never thought about all these and just today i realise that all that is happening is actually gonna change everybodys life . till date all i thought was that marriag€ is c€rtainly a v€ry big occassion in on€s lif€ but could n€v€r associat€ its importanc€ in on€s lif€ . today i f€€l much mor€ about th€ importanc€ of th€ occasion . w€ll i always f€lt that i f€€l th€ way oth€rs think about anything . so i am just thinkng about th€ fact that €v€n oth€rs hav€ gon€ through it and that is why i and €v€ryon€ has par€nts and famili€s so i hav€ to think lik€ grown-ups . .