chnage of season

well change of seasons is something that is considered to be a slow and continual process , but sometimes it happens to just surprise us. just 5 days back is suddenly woke up to find that as soon as i opened the door of my room cold air just rushed into my room , but it couldnt have been winter it is just the first week of november and diwali had just passed . but then in this fast changing world nothing remains as it is. ok i shud not be gettng into that . well right now in the city of joy it is getting quite chilly . yeah everyone after the festive season is just chilled out. well as in most of the tropic countries the winters are very much awaited . but for me i dunno it is ok special but i dunno y it is so and what happens to me during these months. like i dunno but i seem to be living in my own world and there is a kindof emotional upsurge while anything i do , it is one time of the year when i just feel like listening to all those ballads of the yesteryears , and all those faces come before my eye upon home i had felt that i had a crush on. and i dunno but i seem to be lost . i dont feel like sleeping in the night and dont wanna wake up in the morning . and then there are times when all of a sudden i dont feel like talking to anyone even when everyone wants my company . and then again there r time time i wish i could talk to someone , i dunno about what, when i si alone. winters always puzzle my brain up . i wanna ask someone y??